always seems to be the thing you never thought would land
but hits with such force, you're destroyed before you know you were even effected.
then you're sitting there, unable to walk, realizing things
& justifying things you never thought your mind would even welcome, let alone entertain.
it's a shame the wind is so strong & winter is a horrible time to fall in love.
it's a shame people lie & lie about stupid things.
it's a shame it's those things that gut you with a knife they've never even held.
it's a shame i won't stick around to see what happens next...
not really.
& that, is a shame.
